January 2012
64 posts
manic/depressive
i need to see my psychiatrist or psychologist soon. i can’t wait til feb 7. i’m not kidding but i can’t cause everyone will get worried again especially my parents and i can’t go where i’m supposed to. but i don’t feel well - physically and mentally - but i can’t tell. i just can’t. pray, jam. pray or god will forsake you, forgive me lord please....
Jan 26th
I feel sorry for all those people that don't know...
fazee:
Jan 26th
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Jan 26th
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Anonymous asked: Pull yourself together, Janelle. Don't let IT take over you again. Life is good. Stop being sad. The world is smiling at you. Smile back. We're pretty. Too pretty to frown. :)
Jan 26th
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Jan 26th
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Jan 26th
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Jan 26th
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Anonymous asked: I like your top in your latest gif. Where'd you buy it? :)
Jan 26th
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Jan 26th
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Anonymous asked: what rituals?
Jan 26th
Anonymous asked: what are you doing to lose weight??
Jan 26th
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Jan 25th
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been making several gifs of myself lately..
yes or no?
Jan 25th
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Jan 25th
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Anonymous asked: How`d you get so thin?
Jan 25th
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We're young and in love!: Rant. →
failedbeauty: People throw the word “depressed” around like it means nothing. Depression isn’t when you’re just a wee bit sad. You don’t have the slightest clue what it feels like to be depressed. Being depressed isn’t when you wake up one morning feeling a bit down, it’s when you wake up every morning…
Jan 25th
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Jan 25th
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Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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Anonymous asked: Who's back? :( Who's he?
Jan 24th
Jan 24th
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Today I was doing my Math homework
…and I get it. 
Jan 23rd
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Jan 23rd
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Anonymous asked: Kung makikipag palit ka ng buhay sa isang tao for one day, kanino ka makikipag palit? Bakit?
Jan 22nd
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“It is such a secret place, the land of tears.”
– Antoine de Saint-Exupery
Jan 22nd
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I stood in the kitchen after school, scarfing down...
Jan 22nd
Jan 22nd
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Manic depression.
I’m back. he’s back. my mind is too fast I can’t. Mania is nice but not now.  please help me. 
Jan 22nd
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Jan 22nd
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Jan 21st
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Jan 21st
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Jan 21st
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Anonymous asked: maybe i'll meet you one day. and maybe i'd change your life. maybe i won't. and maybe someone else will. maybe you'll have sex this 2012. or maybe you'll die a virgin. maybe you'll get into a convent. or maybe.. maybe. just maybe. lots of maybes'. maybe you'll die soon. or maybe you won't. does anything in this universe matter anyway? dandy. just fuck...
Jan 21st
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Jan 19th
Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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39680) I just wish I knew what was wrong with me.
Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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Jan 17th
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Jan 15th
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39257) The only person that knew was my boyfriend....
Jan 15th
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Jan 13th
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Anonymous asked: Name a person you know who's been/going through a lot of shit but can still manage to be happy/make it through the day.
Jan 13th
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Jan 10th
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